A window inside life at Augustana College

Shakespeare never tweeted a sonnet!

 

I’m not sure where I heard the phrase, “Shakespeare never tweeted a sonnet,” but it must’ve been my favorite thing yet. I would think the phrase is saying that it’s difficult to picture someone so ancient doing something so modern. Therefore, it’s difficult to picture someone so modern to do something so ancient. I mean what teen will take a selfie nowadays with those disposable cameras our parents used to take with on our field trips? Not a whole bunch. As time progresses, things change. I get that, but the modernism I’m tackling here includes social media and the information we take in on a daily basis. One of the courses I’m currently taking really made me think about this. Seriously, do we actually intake useful information on a daily basis that is important in knowing about the world around us?

 

From social networks such as Twitter, Vine, Instagram, Facebook, and Tumblr, how many hours a day do you spend scrolling? Some users are hardcore and scroll for miles, but there are some that just check if they have notifications and call it a day. I’m aiming at you users with a tab open for each individual social media site you got yourself into. From my news feeds, my friends/followers usually share pop culture related posts; nothing really informative, but entertaining nonetheless. A lot of my friends declare that news are boring and dry and has nothing to do with them. But when the tables turn my friend, pop culture news and that really cute cat video also has nothing to do with you; it simply entertains you. I mean, everyone is free to share what they want, post what they want, and so forth, but be aware of what most things stand for. I don’t know if it’s a generation thing or what, but it’s definitely something.

 

I’m actually a large hypocrite as I’m a constant tweeter myself, but I’m just exploring this dynamic I see everywhere. How many teens right now actually know about what’s happening with the world? And I mean really happening with the world. Like international affairs and issues being faced by our country. Not a lot. Why is that? Is it because of the advancement in technology that allows us to filter and intake what we want?  I’m not saying you’re a bad person if you decide to read the article about Kim Kardashian over an article about serious politics, but I am saying to ask yourself why that’s the course of events. Saying “oh that’s just boring” isn’t going to cut it. How many of the retweets, reblogs, and revines are you going to have to make to rethink about what you’re learning and not learning online?

Here’s to the start of Week 3

Tomorrow starts Week 3. That means that of the 20 weeks of class I have at Augie this year, I have completed 1/10.

I just looked at my countdown that I have and my official graduation date is 168 days away.

I leave for Brazil in 25 days.

Surprisingly, I’m not feeling that stressed. At least no more than I normally feel. Today my mom asked me what suitcase I am taking to Brazil. I told her I don’t know. Then she asked how I’m getting to the airport. I told her I’m driving. She asked what I’m doing with my car for 5 weeks. I said leaving it at grandma’s or at Joey’s. She said I should leave it at grandma’s and have someone pick me up from grandma’s. I said it will all work out; I still have a month until I leave. She said I have less than a month. For once in my life my mother might actually be more anxious about something than I am.

So far I’ve had a great school year. I can’t wait to see where the rest of the year takes me.

My Life’s Work (at Augie)

I’ve written about my jobs before, both at the Reading/Writing Center and at Special Collections. But I’ve never actually talked much about what I do.

My life’s work (well, my life at Augie, at least) in Special Collections is (hopefully) drawing to an end soon. For two years, three when I graduate at the end of this year, I have been working on John Henry Hauberg’s collection of glass plate negatives.

Who is John Henry Hauberg, you ask, and what are glass plate negatives? John Henry Hauberg was a very interesting man. Born into a family of German immigrants, he became a lawyer, traveled extensively, was involved in the temperance movement in Rock Island County, started the United Sunday School Band and the Black Hawk Hiking Club, was active in the Lutheran Church, did more than I could hope to do in three lifetimes and married Susanne Denkmann, the youngest daughter of Frederick Denkmann, the lumber baron. In 1909, two years before Hauberg married Susanne Denkmann, she and Frederick Denkmann’s six other children gave a gift of $100,000 to Augustana College to fund the construction of a library as a memorial to their parents. That library is now Denkmann Hall, home to Augustana’s world language departments and the Swenson Center. John Henry Hauberg did a lot of things, but he was also an avid, very avid, photographer.

That’s where I and the glass plate negatives come in. Hauberg began taking photographs in 1889, before film and much before digital cameras. How did he do it, then? I’m not too sure of the mechanics, but his negatives were imprinted on glass slides. He also made plenty of lantern slides, the things that old style projectors used. Hauberg made about 4,000 glass negatives and 3,000 lantern slides according to the bio linked above. Special Collections has all of them. They were probably organized at some point, but after various moves into various storage formats, all the glass negatives and lantern slides are now jumbled together in no order whatsoever.

I’ve been working on wrestling those 7,000 or so images into some form of order and labeling them so that, at some point in the future, you can find a specific one if you want to. I can now tell Hauberg’s two children apart in their baby pictures. I can pick his wife out of a crowd. I don’t profess to know half of his very large family, but there are certain members that I can tell on sight. In recent days, I’ve learned to recognize three of Susanne Denkmann’s sisters too.

And while the project has sometimes been frustrating beyond belief, it’s been extremely rewarding. Hauberg stuck his fingers in every part of Quad Cities history he could reach and I wouldn’t know half as much as I do about why Tama, Iowa is important (Google it!) if not for him. And though I’ve had to slog through pictures of single cows and empty fields without the remotest inkling where they’re from, though I’ve had to slog through boxes and boxes of baby pictures (you haven’t met a proud father until you’ve met Hauberg), I’ve also seen beautiful pictures of temples in Mexico, of the good old Mississippi and of Augustana itself.

There’s still a long way to go. I still can’t even say with certainty that I’ll be done at the end of this year. But I hope to be, I really have to be, because I doubt if there are many people on this campus who now know more about Hauberg and his negatives than I do.

SIs, Capstones, Rent, Oh My…

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It’s been a while–a long, long while–since I posted, but hey, I have an excuse. I studied abroad in Amsterdam last spring, enjoying the views from my tiny room on a houseboat and riding around the city and its surrounding areas on my trusty purple bicycle. I was home for a month and then it was off to Paris for six weeks, on a research project with Dr. Taddy Kalas. But before I make you too jealous, I’m back, I’m a senior (where on earth did the time go?) and I have ten tons of stuff to do this year.

Yeah, trimesters have their downsides, the main one being that I’m never home at the same time as anyone else for breaks, but the fact remains that I would never have been able to finish two majors and a minor in four years without them. It’s going to take me till spring term and going to take every last credit I have, but I will complete majors in Creative Writing and Sociology and a minor in French.

The thing is, I have to a Senior Inquiry for each of the majors, and (call me crazy) I chose to do a Capstone project for Honors as well. There’s rent to be handled too, and internet/cable to be installed (which has, thankfully, been done now), not to mention water bills, gas bills and electric bills. I’m glad I don’t have a car or else I’d have to pay bills for that too.

Still, it’s been wonderful to be back on Augie’s campus and to just remain in one place for a little while after all the traveling I’ve been doing. I’ve returned to Quidditch and Alpha Psi Omega, the two things I love best on this campus, I’ve gotten back to my jobs which are always challenging but interesting. I’ve gotten back to my professors. I spent those six weeks in Paris with a professor, yes, a professor I like very much, but there are plenty of other professors I’ve grown close to over the three years I’ve spent here. I’ve visited the offices of four professors in the last week, entirely unannounced.  Two of them are my advisors. Two of them are professors I’ve only taken one class with. Conversations with them never lasted under fifteen minutes. And I’ve gotten back to my friends. I’ve had exponentially more hugs in the last week than I had in Amsterdam and Paris combined. That’s only one benefit of seeing everyone again.

Old_Main_AugustanaIf it isn’t clear enough by now, I’m happy to be back. My last year at Augie is going to be busy and fly away faster than any of the three years that preceded it. But it’s going to be a whole lot of fun too.

Wait what….I’m a senior?!?!

Fun fact: I’ve actually spent more time living at Augustana than I have living in my current home in Minnesota. Just before I graduated from high school my mother, brother, and I moved from Ham Lake, MN to Watertown, MN. I spent 2.5 months living in Watertown before moving to Augie. After my freshman year I spent the summer living with an old teacher in high school, which meant I was only in Watertown on the weekends. The summer after my sophomore year I stayed at Augustana to work for the summer. Finally, I spent the past summer living in Rock Island again.

Given all the time that I’ve spent in the Quad Cities I have a hard time accepting that by June this will no longer be my home and I will no longer be in school. I won’t be right across the hall or campus from some of the best friends that I’ve made. I won’t have delicious and reasonably priced local goodies right down the street – Watertown has a population of approximately 5,000 so we don’t have many restaurants around us which means I will definitely miss Whitey’s and La Ranch. I won’t have hours long breaks during the day, which could be a negative or a positive. I probably won’t have the luxury of sleeping in until 10am multiple days in a week.

While there are a lot of things I won’t have when this year is over, there are many more things that I will have. I will have the knowledge gained from two majors and one minor. I will have experience in interpersonal relationships, conflict resolution, risk management, and communication. I will have the pride of having completed my degree in less than 4 years. I will have friendships that will cross the country and last forever. I will also have sisters and brothers from COG and APO that span the country and the world. I will have experience with paying bills and rent. I will have memories that will last a lifetime. I will have mentors and professional relationships that will help me advance in whatever path I choose to pursue.

On days when I’m having a hard time dealing with the fact that I am a senior, a leader of the school, the top class, and I want all those things I listed first to stay with me forever, I remind myself of all the positive things I will gain from leaving Augie.

Some of you who are reading this may recognize how I feel right now. Almost every senior that I’ve talked to is at least a little bit in denial about being the oldest on campus. Others may be feeling like this time will never come for you; you’re burdened with work, and homework, and everything else that teens and young adults have going on. However, I can assure you that one day this feeling will come. You will be the big dogs on campus. You will have gained experience in so many types of situations that you can’t even fathom right now. You will be ready to spread your wings.

Nobody has it all together and nobody can have it all

I’ve spent most of the summer trying to figure out where I will be in 6-9 months. I’ve actually spent most of the last 6 months trying to figure that out. I love to plan things. I like to make lists of what I need to do, or buy, or who I need to talk to. So where has all of this planning gotten me? I’m not really sure.

I’d be lying if I told you that I had my life together. Heck, I think that if anyone tells you they have their life together they are lying. Everyone always has something they wish they could change, whether it’s how much money they make or the color of their hair or wanting to change paint the bathroom. I know that you might think, well these are such minor things Victoria; if those are a person’s biggest problems then they must have it figured out.

But here’s why I don’t think that anyone can have it figured out – you never know what the future holds. You can do all the planning possible. You can make budgets. You can map out every decision. You can have lists that go on for days. You can have charts, and ven diagrams, and pros and cons lists. You can have folders full of pamphlets and information. You can do all the research. However, all of that panning can’t account for the future. One day you may wake up to find the roof of your house gone, or to hear that a loved one has passed, or you could go to work and be laid off. None of those plans that you had could have fully accounted for any of those things happening. The future can always throw a kink in your plans, IN YOUR LIFE.

I’ve been struggling a lot lately to accept that I can’t control the future. Or the present. Or the past. I make lists on lists on lists. I have notebooks full of lists and plans and things to be done. However, I can’t always control what’s going to happen. I’ve always been an anxious person. When I was a child and people would ask how old I was my mother and godmother would say “Oh she’s 5, but she’s going on 30.” And it’s true, I’ve always wanted to be older than I was, because I thought that with age you have things figured out. You turn 16 and you have a driver’s license so now you can get places. You turn 18 and you can vote and you’re recognized as a legal adult. You turn 21 and you are old enough to get a hotel room and buy alcohol. You turn 25 and your car insurance rates go down and you can rent a car.

At each step in our lives I saw people as gaining things; independence, freedom, material goods, money. However, what I didn’t see was the struggles that come with these new found gifts. With freedom comes the necessity to learn how to use that. With independence you have to learn to be alone. With material goods you assume the costs that come along with them. With money you have to learn how to use it correctly.

So now that I’m 21, a senior in college with only 2 trimesters left until graduation, I feel like I NEED to have my life figured out. What would 5 year old me think if I told her I didn’t know what was going to happen in my life tomorrow? I’ll tell you what she’d do, she’d probably cry and then retreat to her room, or make a big deal about it – it would really depend on the day. So what have I been doing? I’ve been planning. Making lists. Looking for jobs. Checking qualifications. Calling my mother and crying. Hiding away in my room. Talking to people about what I want. Doing research on salaries. Doing research on certifications. Going to the career center. Because as much as planning can be in vain, I don’t know what else to do. If I don’t have the information now, when am I going to get it?

Long story short is that I’m extremely stressed about the future. In 17 days I start my senior year of college. In 55 days I leave for Brazil. In 198 days I graduate from college. Things are constantly changing. I’m not making near as much money this summer as I anticipated. I’ve changed my potential career path 3 times this summer alone.

Where are they today?

Hi everyone! It’s been over a month since I graduated, does that mean I am no longer fit to write this blog? I hope not!!

My life is still in transition since graduation, I moved back home for the time being, and trust me, fitting 4-years of stuff back into one storage room was exhausting! Not to mention that my parents had already begun to take over my bedroom, so rearranging furniture and moving my parents possessions out was a task in itself

I’ve been working at Santa’s Village for about a month now, and I must say I really enjoy it. It doesn’t feel like a job, but that I just get to hang out with cool animals and people all day while my bank account magically grows. It’s not the end stop of my journey by any means, but I’m enjoying the ride and learning a lot.

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And I get to take some awesome selfies in my downtime. For all my past experiences, I have worked behind-the-scenes, and now I get to see how it feels working one-on-one with the guests- a totally new perspective.

I’m still shopping around for careers for the future/at the end of  the amusement park season, as are most of the people I’m working with. It’s awesome to work with people my age who have just finished or are finishing their education. We swap stories of what we’ve done in the past, and where we want to work in the future. In fact, I have an interview tomorrow for what seems like a dream job, so I’m hoping I won’t have to frantically find another job once the park is closed for the season. Here goes nothing!

 

 

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On a more personal note: Kevin and I are doing great (no surprise there) and so is our new dog, Chula- whom we adopted from our wonderful OZO neighbor! ;)

Wherever the road may take us, we’re a family now, and we stick by each other through  it all. Adult life may be a bit scary, but it has definitely been one fun adventure so far!

 

Beauty in the Darkness

Beauty in the Darkness

This week I have been reminded what life is really about. I’ve also been thinking a lot about what I want to get for my next tattoo, a lotus flower, which is far down the road, but it’s always nice to dream! Anyways this post connects those two things; what life is about and lotus flowers.

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As we near the end of both the term and the school year at Augustana, you would be hard pressed to find someone who isn’t at least a little bit stressed out. Everyone has their mind on final papers, final exams, packing to go home for the summer, figuring out summer employment, and a whole slew of other things that arise at the end of the school year and term. Honestly, the end of the school year is usually pretty ugly; there are not a lot of smiles and there are tears (okay, maybe a lot of tears on my part). However, there are also good things. People are happy to go home for the summer and see their “home” friends. People are happy to have jobs for the summer. People are happy to finally be done with classes, especially when some of us have friends who have been done for weeks.

For me, this term has been rough. I’ve been continuing work on both my Political Science and my Sociology Senior Inquiries. I’ve been homesick, missing my little niece and nephews who seem to grow inches in the few short months that I’m gone. I’ve been sick and injured for most of the last 3 weeks. Despite all of this “bad” stuff, I was able to find beauty in it and rise above the circumstances. I have received an “A” on my sociology SI. I’ve successfully finished my junior year of college and made the Dean’s List two terms in a row.

As I mentioned in this post , my Uncle Phil was diagnosed with terminal leukemia in January. I dedicated my Relay walk of 15 miles and a fundraising goal of $500 to Phil. I am so happy that he was able to know that I reached my goal. However, I am saddened to say that my Uncle Phil passed away this past week. While he was in Florida, visiting his parents, he became sick and his body was overcome with sickness that he was able to fight against. But, as this post goes, there is beauty in the darkness and while mourning the loss of Phil I am able to celebrate the birth of a new cousin this week. Well actually a first cousin once removed, as my cousin Justin and his wife had another baby this week! She is absolutely beautiful, and I can’t wait to meet her once I go home in a couple of weeks.

Overall, this year, but especially this term, has taught me to look past the bad that is happening now to see the good that will happen soon.

PS – Some of you may recognize the content of this post as it was based on a Facebook status that I posted earlier in the week.

A reflection on my Augustana internship experience

If you have been on the Campusnet webpage at all this term chances are that you’ve seen the link for a few of my blogs. While I wish I could say that I blog this frequently for pure enjoyment, that would be a complete lie. For the academic portion of my six-credit internship in the sports information office one of my assignments was to complete 30 blogs during the experience. This happens to be blog number 30, but probably not the last.

Another assignment was to conduct phone interviews with three different sports information directors to build my network and gain some different perspectives to the field. Originally I shied away from this requirement, however after those three interviews I wish I would have had a chance to conduct even more! Learning about how SIDs got into their careers is extremely fascinating because very few actually planned to be an SID from the beginning.

A really useful assignment that I completed without reference in my blog was my job packet. I had to prepare all of the materials that I would send to apply for an internship and turn them in to ensure that I was ready for the process.

I think in order to improve an internship similar to mine for the next student a couple alterations could be made. Like I mentioned earlier, the SID interviews were really fun and helpful and I would suggest making an interview due every other week to both encourage the student to keep up with the work and gain a larger network. I would also encourage the addition of an assignment along the lines of creating game notes for a few events, a task that I completed for the first time in preparation for the women’s lacrosse game against Salisbury this weekend (http://www.suseagulls.com/sports/wlax/2013-14/releases/copy_of_201405108hjqdo).

In the end, I received academic credit towards graduation for interning in the sports information office at Augustana. This experience was absolutely amazing and my only regret is that I did not start working in the office until my sophomore year.

That looks cool!

 

Everyone loves new uniforms, especially really cool ones! But sometimes those “cool uniforms” are impossible to read from further than 10 feet away…let alone in a press box.  Here are a few examples of jerseys that sports information departments hate! The worst part is, Augustana is guilty of having hard to read jerseys as well. Our men’s soccer team has white jerseys with yellow numbers and dark horizontal stripes. Using a darker version of the same color is a nightmare for any stat keepers. Thank goodness for binoculars, otherwise the stats for these teams would be all jumbled due to not being able to read the jerseys!  If you ever have the chance to design an athletic uniform, keep the people doing stats for the team in mind!

For the record, the Augustana basketball jersey that is hard to read belongs to the South Dakota Augustana.

 

 

 

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